I'm so sorry to read about what you've been going through. The downwards spiral you talked about really hit home, I've been there before. You can't get yourself around to doing anything because nothing feels good, and then you don't feel good because you aren't doing anything. It's great you're talking about it with people close to you, since it's often hard for people to pick up on. Keep reminding yourself that what you're feeling isn't you or a sign of weakness, but the depression lying to you.
I'm so sorry to read about what you've been going through. The downwards spiral you talked about really hit home, I've been there before. You can't get yourself around to doing anything because nothing feels good, and then you don't feel good because you aren't doing anything. It's great you're talking about it with people close to you, since it's often hard for people to pick up on. Keep reminding yourself that what you're feeling isn't you or a sign of weakness, but the depression lying to you.